Congratulations on overcoming a very difficult time in your life. Dealing with security issues is hard work.
We are now transitioning into the Confucianism segment of the yearly calendar, and gratefully so. The last segment is the hardest because of dealing with security issues, but the real issue is not that we must fight our enemies, it is that we must assume responsibility for our own life. Rather than to depend on something that doesn't have the capacity to help us, we must overcome our fears and start to apply our own talents and gifts to create the life we want.
Most of us have never been able to figure out how to create our life based on our talents and gifts, and have relied on power games or something that doesn't have the capacity to help us. Now we have to turn to what can help us, and let go of the power games.
What can you do? The first thing is to be willing to share your talents and gifts with others, and then to build on that one little step at a time.
I have several friends who are just at retirement age, or have health issues that have required them to go on Social Security. This is a potential pool of capacity, and with everyone supporting each other's efforts, we have a Multiply Your Resources Club. Each new member who comes into the club multiplies the potential of the group to function on a higher level, with each sharing only what is easy to share. No money changes hands, but the work gets done.
One man knows how to change fuel pumps on old trucks. Ladies! Get that man's number! He may be a good cook, but wouldn't mind having a nice casserole for dinner tonight, or a home-made chocolate cake, and who needs the calories?! The potential is staggering, and imagine the potential capacity if everyone on the planet is sharing their talents and gifts to enable everyone to function on a higher level.
I am a channel, and my gift from our Creator is to be able to communicate with anyone "on the other side." For me, it is easy to share my talents and gifts, but imagine what a resource that is for the people who will come to my crisis center in Brookings, or senators in Washington DC to listen to the messages from the past, kings and queens and presidents, like John Adams or Thomas Jefferson when we are purifying the U.S. legal system. There are no limits to what you can do.
Our Creator gives us everything we need to create the life we want, and to fulfill our purpose in life, including our talents and gifts. By applying them in our life, that is how we bring it all about.